hisashiburi!!!! long time...ca fait longtemps ne?

how do i gain your trust now to read my blogs having not wrote anything for the past week..having left you all hanging by the thread, eyes popping out, searching the screen for some interesting words of wisdom, google, askjeeves..ANYTHING?!?!.you're all suffering from withdrawel symptoms...

Id like to believe that. As you can see, i do think a lot of myself.





However that is not important anymore, there are more important things to deal with. Like the fact that i have NO money. How come i spend more money than i earn. At university i had only 4ooo pound spending money and i survived. baked beans and melted cheese Now i earn a respectable salary, more than teaching, and now i find myself from plus to minus. I see how easy it is to spend money here. So much so, that iv stopped drinking anyway. Im not going to touch the thing that stealeth my money so quickly.

However im not sure that i can stop spending on other things. I am an accountant now, maybe i should form up my own profit an dloss acount. Oh how gay!!

Went to the birtish version of "bestdenki" today...and we spent a total of 3 grand, my dad that is. I look around, an di see signs like "peace of mind, free guarantee", "make your life better with a 50inch plasma tv" and other lovely material offers to make your life that much more worthwhile. ok im not mentioning anything that is not new. Just watch fightclub or read any old hippy book and you will know what im talking about...

but something like this is priceless. If theres one thing iv learnt from Japan, is that you dont have to be in a pretty place to be happy. Im reading a book "the Art of travel"...you dont need to be covered with tvs, slobered with alcohol and a comfy couch to be enternally happy. All you need is someone you love, and a sunset like this and life naturally becomes perfect. This could be anywhere? Luckily for me, this was a 5 minute drive away. I never appreciated as much as i should.

Anyway, this book is highly recomended, its written by a french guy, whose name i cant remember, and it might be slightly over philosophical over a simple topic as travel. However something like that helps you escape the general confusion that surrounds me when im stuck on a computer being told random orders that would make more sense if they were in Russian!!

If you can recollect the scene from Zoolander, when they were asked to find the file in the computer, and the resutl were apelike actions slamming their fists down on the computer. Imgine me then, in the same respect, shirt hanging out, hair all over the place, and when they explain the important life changing need to match an invoice to a number from a desk far far away...i feel like homer simpson..duuuh...

or il just switch off, close my eyes and think about...

OH come on amit!!! stop it now....lets be realistic...what do u think about when they babble ...even more than you???