soo tempting!

its so tempting write now to write some kind of depressing monologue concerning the trough that i am sliding into right now. yet another deja vu of " studying in the summer", and watching the kids play in the river and jump on each others backs...well, kind of...

so do i talk about the fact that i have gone several days staring at lines, ink marks and funny shapped rubbers. do i talk about hte fact that EVERYONE seems to be better than this, more motivated than me, more eager to chew the end of the pencil that i am?....do i even talk about the fact that i seem to have an excuse not to study, such as "this is ok, il do it on the weekend, in between NIcks bbq and and brothers tennis match?", to the absurd as "the room is full of clever people, they put me off!"....

unfortunately for me, the majority of my friends doing this, are in fact, the same as me. NO choice, No question! A lot of us do want to play, drink and be merry in the sea, and a lot of us do want to throw the brand of "auditor" in the bin and replace it with " sexy surfer." However we have no choice. its not our destiny right now, its more so a lack of other determination to do anything else...and for those who read this and are happy in what they do (especially other accountants), then think again what is making you happy...the money, your job, your LIFE outside your job? and thats exactly where the hammer hits the profound rustic nail...my life outside work is pleasent, BUT now my life outside work has become, um, work...and that is uterly depressing...

so in order to stop this from becoming a suicide blog, im going to cheer myself up, and the majority of readers , yes this is dedicated to the guys and girls stuck in this with me...the belfast boys especialy!!!

here are some stupid pictures that i myself have collected in the recent past to show, that life WILL get better...chin up!
















this is the view from my home. this view has been what iv been looking out while i did my last studies oh but three years ago. just to show that i can find something to distract me!






















where we went this weekend, to the chalk hills, Incase life gets too tough, head down south near Eastbourne and see if you really think that these exams really are the "be all and end all", life ureself up from your bend over peering position at the edge and go back to your car, and drive back up again to college...life isnt that bad as the next picture will surely prove...enough soppy "discovery" pictures now!!!....

















i could go on forever here...and you can see, there is one thing in common in the last few pictures...















and to those who dont know, this was all in celebration for the now married Andy! congratulations! as shown below...what a guy!



and we will be setting up an all male pin up calendar for you soon...